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Disclaimer: I only own Cassidy, Caitlynn, Hannah, and any other OC’s that may pop up in the future. Basically, you recognize, I do not own. Thanks to my friend Aaron for his help in role playing this chapter with me.
Chapter 33
"Mr. Cena, I'd like to discuss this with you in private, if I may." The doctor said, causing John to feel like his whole world was crashing down around him.
"Ok." He shuddered out, as Dr. Peterson led him to a private office.
"We can't get the bleeding to stop, there's just too much damage done inside." Dr. Peterson explained, as John momentarily impersonated a fish out of water it looked like.
"What's that mean?" He asked in a pitiful tone.
"I'm sorry, unless there is a miracle from God, she's not going to make it." Dr. Peterson said sadly, hating this part of his job.
"No." John sobbed, his legs giving out on him, making him drop to the floor in his grief.
“I can take you back to her room, and you can sit with her." The doctor told him gently.
"Ok." John stood up shakily, and let the doctor lead him from the room.
"Sir, ordinarily we don't allow this to happen, but if you wanted to let your daughter come say goodbye, we can allow her in here for that."
Dr. Peterson informed, as they stood outside Cassidy's room.
"Alright." John nodded. "I'll call and have her uncle bring her.”
"Okay, well you'll need to make the call out here. We can't allow cell phones in the ICU rooms." He said, as John nodded his head and pulled out his phone.
"Dan." John said, once he had answered. "Bring Cait down here please.”
"What's going on?" Dan asked, not wanting to alert Caitlynn that he was talking to John.
"The docs say Cass ain't gonna make it." John said, crying again.
"Oh my God!" Dan exclaimed again, before asking quietly. "You sure you want me to bring her there?"
"Yeah." John replied. "She needs to say goodbye.”
"Alright, well I'll get her dressed, and we'll be there. You want me to call the others?" Dan asked, trying to hide his own tears.
"Uh huh." John sobbed "Please?”
"Alright, you want me to tell her? Or do you want too?" Dan asked, looking over at Caitlynn who was watching him intently.
"You can." John said in a flat voice that almost worried Dan a bit.
"Okay, well I'll try putting it off as long as I can. I'm not sure how to explain it to her." Dan said, before hanging up the phone. "Come on Kit Kat, I got to take you down to the hospital." He said, picking her up gently in his arms, trying not to hurt her.
"Why?" She asked "Daddy say I not apposed to.”
"Well, that was Daddy I just talked too. He said for me to get you dressed, and bring you down to the hospital." Dan said, hoping that would be enough to satisfy her.
"Why?" She asked again.
"He wants you there sweetie." Dan said, pulling out a simple shorts and tank top set for her to wear.
"Otay." She said simply, kicking her legs lightly.
xoxoxoxo
After getting Caitlynn dressed, and into his car, and making sure the extra car seat was buckled in properly, Dan pulled out his cell phone, and called his parents house again.
"Hello." Matt said, answering the phone. "Tony's taxidermy. You kill it we stuff it.”
"Matt, cut the shit. Get down to the hospital right away. Call everyone else, and have them get there too." Dan said, making sure the radio was up louder than he was talking, so Cait couldn't hear him.
"Why?" He asked worriedly.
"I can't really say, I'm taking Cait down there now." He replied, hoping Matt would get the hint.
"Uhh ok." Matt said. "I'll get everyone down there.”
"See you soon." Dan said, hanging up the phone.
Pulling up to the hospital, Dan found a spot not that far from John's car and pulled in. Getting Caitlynn out, he walked inside and found where Cassidy's room was. Seeing John leaning against the door, and looking into the window, Dan knew it wasn't much longer probably.
"Daddy." Caitlynn said quietly.
"Hey baby." John tried to smile, as he took her from Dan.
"I see Mommy now?" Caitlynn asked, as Dan shook his head behind her, letting John know she had no idea why they were there.
"Uh baby." He said gently. "Mommy's not awake. She isn't going to wake up anymore.”
"What you mean?" She asked, not understanding what he meant.
"She's going to Heaven soon." John said in a cracked voice.
"I don' wan' her too." Caitlynn said, tears filling her young eyes.
"I know baby." He said, rubbing her back "Me either, but unfortunately all we can do is say goodbye.”
"No, I no say bye." Caitlynn cried, as the rest of the family showed up then.
"Shh." John tried to soothe her, as he looked pitifully at the rest of them.
“Mr. Cena, if you want to say goodbye..." Dr. Peterson trailed off, as John stood with Caitlynn in his arms.
"Here Cait." John sat her on the side of Cassidy's bed. "Say bye to mommy.” He stood back by his mom as he watched everything. He wrapped his arms around her, as he watched his little girl.
"Mommy, don' weave me. I no wanna say bye." She cried, lying down on Cassidy's chest.
"This hurts." John cried quietly to Carol, laying his head on her shoulder.
"I know baby." Carol said, tears in her eyes watching her granddaughter say goodbye to Cassidy.
“I can't take this." John said, moving to the other side of the room away from everyone.
"Mommy, wake up." Caitlynn said, getting frustrated when Cassidy still didn't move.
"She can't kiddo." Matt said, going over to stand beside her.
"I be good girl Mommy." Cait said, breaking everyone's hearts.
"Shhh." Matt said, wrapping an arm around Caitlynn's shaking body.
After a few minutes, Cassidy's heart monitor started beeping faster.
"What the..." John turned around, hearing the monitor.
"Everyone stand back please." Dr. Peterson said, as Matt pulled Caitlynn off Cassidy's body, while the doctor checked her over.
"Shh." Matt soothed as Caitlynn cried to be put back.
"What's going on?" Carol asked, as everyone stood around in almost a state of shock.
“She's pulled through." Dr. Peterson said in shock. "I think she’s got a definite will to live. We’ll take her down to X-ray and make sure the bleeding has stopped.”
"How, you said that there was no way she'd pull through." John said, looking over at where Cassidy lay, and Dr. Peterson checking her over.
"I have no idea." He said in the same shocked tone. "It’s got to be a miracle or something.”
"Daddy." Caitlynn said, holding her arms out to John.
"Yes baby?" He asked taking her in his arms gently, as he wiped the tears from her eyes.
"Mommy otay now?" She asked, laying her head on his shoulder, and looking at Cassidy laying in the bed, hooked up to all kinds of machines.
"Uh huh." He replied, smiling widely. "She's gonna be ok now.”
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Disclaimer: I only own Cassidy, Caitlynn, Hannah, and any other OC’s that may pop up in the future. Basically, you recognize, I do not own. Thanks to my friend Aaron for his help in role playing this chapter with me.
Chapter 34
"You know, I'm grateful to be alive, but I'd be even MORE grateful if I could get rid of this pain." Cassidy groaned, her body still sore from the accident, though most of the major injuries had healed.
"Want me to rub your back for ya baby?" John asked, coming up behind her and lightly rubbing her back.
"Mmhmm." She replied, looking out and seeing Caitlynn playing wiffle ball with the bros and Marc. "Should she be doing that?" Cassidy asked worriedly.
"Why not?" He asked looking at Cassidy confused.
"The accident wasn't that long ago. I don't want her tiring herself out." Cass replied, biting her lip in worry.
"Hun Marc and my bro's won't let her overexert herself." He said gently. "Plus Pops is out there to keep an eye on her.”
"Okay." Cassidy replied, leaning back against John. "So is everything almost set up?" She asked, turning her head back a bit to look at him.
"I guess." He shrugged. "I'm just doing what I'm told, and I haven't been told anything so I ain't doin' nothing.”
"So when do I have to do my part?" She asked, trying to hide the tiredness from her face.
"'Bout mid shoot." He guessed. "I'll come getcha when we do it though.”
"Okay." She replied, wincing a bit.
"Sore spot?" John asked.
"Yeah." She replied, trying to move her body to where it wasn't so sore.
"Here." He pulled her over to the couch, and sat on it sideways, pulling her to lie against him. "That ok?"
"My own personal Tony pillow." Cassidy laughed, getting comfortable in his arms.
"Uh huh" He laughed "and you get the only copy of it too, well you and Caitlynn that is.”
"I swear I think you two have managed to get closer, if that's even possible, since the accident." She said, closing her eyes briefly.
“Well I did take care of her by myself for a while." He said quietly. "Kinda brings you closer together.”
"I have to admit, I'm pretty impressed she's not been corrupted." Cassidy laughed, as John pretended to act hurt.
”Like I'd do that." He pouted. "Meanass".
"John, if I remember correctly, YOU'RE the one that got her started on having to listen to Johnny Cash ALL the time." Cassidy groaned out.
"Hey that is NOT my fault." He laughed. "It was on in the car, and I was about to take it out and put in one of her CD's, and she didn't want me to.”
“Midnight snacks?" Cassidy asked, raising her eyebrow.
"Midnight snacks what?" He asked confused.
"I've heard you two sneaking downstairs since I've been home, getting snacks and stuff." Cassidy replied knowingly.
"Her idea." John said immediately.
"John, she's 4. You're the grown up, tell her she has to be in bed, and no snacks after dinner time, especially that late." Cassidy laughed, as Sean came inside then and told John they needed him for something.
"Ugh ok." John replied, slipping gently out from behind her.
"Don't they know you're my Tony pillow?" She whined playfully.
"I guess not." He chuckled. "Don't worry I'll be back.”
xoxoxoxo
"John, we're ready for your spot with Caitlynn." Freddie Foxx, aka Bumpy Knucks said, coming over to John.
"Aight." He picked her up gently, and carried her over to where they were supposed to be. "Okay Princess, you remember what you and I are doing?" He asked, kneeling down beside Caitlynn.
"Uh huh" She nodded. "We wide on bike, and you toss me ball to hit".
"Okay, I think they're doing the bike one first." John said, going to sit on the bike, before putting Caitlynn on there in front of him, making sure she had a helmet on.
"You too big for dis daddy." She giggled.
"It's supposed to be like this silly." John said, tickling her side.
"Well otay den." She said, squirming away from him.
"Alright, remember Daddy knows how to drive this okay." John said, knowing she had been a little apprehensive about riding on there at first.
”Otay." She replied, sitting back as close to him as she could.
"Are you having fun Princess?" John asked, as they rode down the road slowly.
“Uh huh." Caitlynn whispered, looking around. "Look dere a bunny." She pointed to the side of the road, where a rabbit was eating the grass.
"Yeah, pretty cool huh?" John asked, as the director yelled cut.
"Uh huh" she said, leaning back against him more. "Dat man lou’, we righ’ here, we can hear him.”
"Yeah, but Marc and Freddie are all the way up there." John said, pointing in front of them, before continuing. "They may not have heard him, if he didn't yell like that." He finished explaining to her.
"Oh." she nodded. "Aiigh.”
"You ready to go play some ball?" John asked, getting off the bike, and picking Caitlynn up, before tossing her up in the air and catching her.
"Uh huh." She giggled. "I pwomise I no hit you wiff da bat dis time." She was referring to the last time they had played wiffle ball, and she had hit him in the crotch with the bat.
"Well, I should hope not. I'll be tossing you the ball, and you'll be quite a ways away from me." John replied with a chuckle.
"Oh otay" she nodded.
"You remember how I showed you to hold your bat sweetie?" John asked, as they walked out into the huge front yard.
"Uh huh." She nodded, picking the bat up. "Li’e dis.”
"Good sweetie." John said, smiling at her. "You ready for me to throw the ball?" He asked, not wanting to just spring it on her.
"Uh huh." She said, watching him intently. "Fro it, I hit it.”
"Okay." John said, tossing the ball lightly underhanded, so she could hit it easier.
"I HIT IT!" She exclaimed, as the ball narrowly missed Marc, who thought he was far enough away to not be hit.
”Sure did Princess, and we got it on tape." John said, smiling proudly at Caitlynn.
"Good." Caitlynn nodded "'cause dat was a good hit.”
"That was a damn good hit." Dan said, still in shock at how hard she had hit it.
”UNCA DAN NO BAD WOR'S!" Caitlynn called to him, putting her hands on her hip and glaring at him.
"Sorry Kit Kat." Dan called, smiling at her goofily.
"Uh huh." she grumbled.
xoxoxoxo
"Okay John, you and Cassidy are up next." Freddie said, knowing that John wanted to get Cait and Cassidy's parts done, so they could rest.
"Alright." He nodded, going inside to get her. "Baby you're up now.”
"Hmmm?" Cassidy called, as she had started dozing off briefly.
"We're up." He repeated, going over to her on the couch.
"Can you tell them not now?" She asked, pouting at him cutely.
"Nope sorry." He replied. "You're the one that wanted to get yours and Cait's shots done first.”
"Well can we hurry? I had to take a pain killer, and I don't know how much longer I can stay awake." Cassidy said, already forcing her eyes to stay open.
”Yep." John said "Sure can.” He helped her stand up and walk outside. "Let's get this done in one take ok?" He called out.
”Sure thing." Freddie yelled back, as Cassidy and John took their places.
"Do I look drugged?" Cassidy asked, as John helped her get her balance against the porch.
"Nope." He shook his head. "You won't have a close up anyway, so it doesn't matter.”
"Well, turn around so I can lotion up your back." Cassidy replied cheekily.
"Here you go." He said, turning his back to her and shaking his hips cheekily.
Smacking his ass, Cassidy waited until the director told her to start. "God, this is going to look so retarded on camera." She laughed, rubbing the suntan lotion into his back.
"Nah it's gonna look pimp.” John laughed pulling her hands over his shoulders to rub on his chest.
"Sure, when you do something like that." Cass laughed, as they were told to just act natural now, almost ignore the camera.
"You know me," He chuckled. "I'm a ham." He turned around and began swaying to the music with her. "I can't help it, it’s in my genes.”
"You know how many fan girls are going to be heartbroken if they keep you dancing with me like this, in the video?" Cassidy asked, laughing a bit.
"Awww all the teenies in the world are going to be disappointed." John laughed. "Poor babies.”
"JOHN!" Cassidy exclaimed, before giving into her laughter. "You know that's most of your fan base right there." She informed him, as he just pulled her tighter to him.
”I know," He laughed. "that, desperate housewives, and gay men.”
"Oh well, you know who your important fan base is." Cassidy said, as the director yelled cut, and she felt her leg starting to give out beneath her.
"Woah baby." He said, scooping her up in his arms.
"Sorry." Cassidy replied, blushing a little bit.
”It’s ok." John said, taking her back into the house. "At least I was there to catch you.”
"I hate this." Cassidy groaned, as John laid her back on the couch, seeing that they were starting with Marc's shots.
“Its ok baby." He whispered, sitting beside her "You can't help it.”
"I hate not being able to be out there. This is an important day for you, and I'm not even able to be out there with you for it." Cassidy said, tearing up a bit.
"Want me to see if dad'll sit with you on the porch swing?" He offered.
"If he wants too. You don't have to force him." Cassidy said, shrugging her shoulders.
"Let me go see." John said, getting up to go outside. He was gone a minute before coming back in. "Come on sweet cheeks." He swatted her ass lightly, before picking her up again to take her outside.
"Smack my ass again, and see what happens." Cassidy dared him, figuring since they were around the cameras and all, he wouldn't do anything that may get put in accidentally.
"Alright." He shrugged, doing it again.
"Punk." She said, before biting down on his shoulder.
”Ahh" He exclaimed. "Thought I told you to keep that in the bedroom?”
"You smacked my ass again." Cassidy said, shrugging her shoulders.
"And I did it again." He said, after he had smacked her ass a third time.
"John Felix Anthony Cena." Cassidy growled in a warning tone.
"Don't use the full name." He whined.
"Don't smack my ass, and I won't have too." Cass smirked at him.
“Mehemehemeheme." He mocked, shaking his head.
“Pops, John's making fun of me." Cassidy whined, laying her head on his shoulder.
"Want me to spank him?" He laughed, wrapping his arm around her shoulder.
"Ground him." Cassidy mumbled sleepily.
"Alright" He chuckled "I will.”
"Ha ha, you're grounded." Cassidy said, looking up at John through her bleary eyes.
"Oh well no sex then." He shrugged in a 'what can you do' manner.
"This." Cassidy replied, blindly grabbing a full cup of water, before tossing it on John.
"AHHH!" John screamed, as the cold liquid hit him. "Thanks baby, I was getting a bit hot anyway." He stood above her, and let the water drip on her.
"You just better be damn lucky I can't run, otherwise I'd be chasin your ass down." Cassidy said, slapping at his abs.
"Mehemehemehe." He mocked again, dodging her second hit.
"I swear if we ever have more kids, they better not act like you." Cassidy laughed, not sure if she could deal with 2 John's.
"I'm offended." He laughed.
"Yet, you're laughing." She said, smiling at him lovingly.
"Yeah" He nodded, leaning down to kiss her softly. "Alright I gotta get back to work now, before it becomes the Trademarc and Bumpy Knuckles video.”
"Might be interesting." Cassidy replied, pretending to think it over.
"Ehh hush." John laughed, walking off.
"You know you love me!" Cassidy called out into the yard after him.
”Love ya too" He called back.
xoxoxoxo
"Cassie." John said, walking over to where she was standing talking to Marc, Jasmine, and Matt.
"Hey hun" She whispered, kissing him.
"Want to take a walk with me?" He whispered, when they pulled away from their kiss.
"Mmhmm" She replied, letting him lead her away, calling bye over her shoulder. They passed Carol and asked her to keep an eye on Caitlynn for her while they were gone.
"I couldn't help but notice how sexy you look in your outfit, and I wanted to get you by myself for a little while." John said, as he led them far into the backyard.
"You're looking pretty sexy yourself." She said, giving him an appreciative look.
Sitting down in the middle of the field, John pulled Cassidy down to sit in front of him. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he sighed.
"What's wrong?" Cassidy asked, turning around to look at him with a concerned look.
"Nothing baby. I'm just glad you're alive, and okay. I'm not sure how I would have handled losing you, made me realize what was most important to me." He replied, pecking her lips lightly.
"Yeah it was pretty scary." She turned around and started playing with a blade of grass.
"You remember how we used to just sit like this, and look up at the stars?" He asked, hugging her a little more tightly to him, as they heard the sounds of Eric Clapton’s, Wonderful Tonight playing up at the house.
"Yeah" Cassidy smiled softly "I remember we had our star.”
"I used to wish on that star, that you'd come back to me again. I don't know how I made it through each day, but I think deep down, I always knew we were meant to be together." John told her, with as much honesty and love in his voice then she had ever heard.
"Yeah I knew it too." She said softly, looking back at him. "You know I always knew in a way we'd meet again.”
Taking her hand in his, he entwined their fingers together. Leaning toward her ear, he whispered softly. "Want to know something I believe you're missing?" He asked, his breath sending shivers down her spine.
"Missing?" Cassidy asked looking at him like he had three heads.
"Yeah, I believe you're missing something." He stated simply, as he began tracing an invisible pattern on her stomach.
"Like what?" Cassidy chuckled.
"A ring." He replied, watching Cassidy's expression change from amusement to shock.
"A ring?" She asked raising her eyebrow. "What are you smoking?"
Turning Cassidy around, John sat up on his knees, and looked her in the eye. "Cassie, I love you. I've loved you, probably before I even knew what it meant. You always seem to know how to make me smile or laugh, even if I don't want to. You've given me a beautiful little girl, and for her I love you even more. We've been destined to be together, since the first day you moved next door. I realized when I almost lost you again, that I wasn't going to chance my happiness slipping away from me anymore." John started, as Cassidy raised a shaky hand to her mouth in shock.
"John..." Cassidy started before John cut her off.
"What I guess I'm saying is, I don't want there to be anymore days where I have to fight with someone, to let me be with you. I want to go to bed knowing that I will fall asleep with you, and wake up with you as mine for the rest of my life. I want us to be a real family Cassie. The family I promised you all those years ago. Will you marry me?" He asked, pulling out a 3 karat princess cut diamond engagement ring.
"Oh John." Tears came to Cassidy's eyes as she looked at the ring.
Looking at her expectantly, he wasn't quite sure what to make of the tears. Were they happy, yes I'll marry you tears? Or tears of rejection on the wings?
"Yes." Cassidy finally answered looking up at him, smiling through her tears.
"Did you say yes? Woohoo she said yes!" John yelled out placing the ring on her finger, before pulling her into his embrace.
"Are you happy?" Cassidy asked him, smiling widely.
"Are you kidding me? I'm fucking ecstatic. You've made me the happiest man in the world." John said, kissing her lovingly.
"If you're the happiest man in the world," Cassidy mused "I must be the happiest woman.”
"I swear if this is a dream, I definitely don't want to wake up from it." John said, laying back on the grass, and pulling Cassidy down on top of him.
Cassidy reached over and pinched the side of John's leg, making him jump.
"Ouch. What was that for?" He asked, looking at her with a small pout.
"To show you it wasn't a dream." She chuckled.
"Well did you have to pinch me so hard? I could wind up with a bruise there." He said, wiping away a faux tear.
"You whine more than Caitlynn." Cassidy joked.
"Hey! You better be nice to me. You just agreed to be stuck with me for the rest of your life." He said, tickling her sides lightly.
"Fuck what'd I do?" She fake moaned, putting her hands on her head.
"Too late to back out now baby." He said, wrapping his arms around her waist, and smirking up at her face.
"Oh well I'll deal." She shrugged, kissing him with a lot of passion. Moaning softly, John let his hands roam across the exposed parts of Cassidy's back. Pulling away reluctantly, Cassidy sat up on his waist. Staring at her ring, she couldn't hide the shock and amazement from her voice. "It's breathtaking." She told him.
"Only the best for you baby." He replied, loving how he made her happy.
"Hey." Cassidy spoke up, looking at him with a mischievous look.
"What?" He asked, knowing that look meant she was about to be up to no good.
”Ever done it outside?" She laughed at the shock that marred John's face.
"Why Cassidy? I am just shocked at how you are talking. Asking such personal questions like that, for shame." John said, in a really bad British accent. To be honest, he truly was shocked at how forward she had become. Those kinds of questions were usually from him, not the other way around.
"Just wondering." Cassidy shrugged, the smile still on her face.
"Well, to answer your question. No, I've never done it outside. How about you? You ever done it outside?" He asked, turning the tables back on her.
"I wasn’t lying when I said there was nobody but you." Cassidy put her head down, her long hair hiding her face.
Pushing her hair away from her face, he looked at her lovingly and asked. "Want to give it a try then?" Laughing at how her face became as red as a tomato.
”Not while people are around." Cass sputtered, gesturing to the general direction of the house.
"You really think they can hear us out here? Besides, they're all out front. They have no reason to go into the backyard at all." John said, placing a kiss on the hollow part on her neck.
"I do NOT want Caitlynn to catch us." Cassidy said, pushing John back.
"Honey, it's dark outside. Chances are, she's probably on Mom's lap asleep." John said, his hands running underneath the back of her shirt, and massaging her lower back.
"John Felix Anthony Cena." Cassidy left the threat unsaid.
"Cassidy Marie Baker." He mimicked back, unfaltered by her tone.
"Are you sure no one will come out here?" Cassidy cast an unsure look back at the house.
"Cassie, do you realize how far back we are right now? Even if someone was to come out there, they wouldn't be able to see us." He said, his hands running further up her back.
"Well" Cassidy looked at John "Why not? I gotta be adventurous at least once in my life.”
"Woooo!" John said turning them over, so that he was now on top.
xoxoxoxo
“You know, I don't think anyone will be too shocked when we tell them." Cassidy said, as John carried her piggy back, back to the front of the house.
"Why not?" He asked, glancing back at her in confusion.
"I think they were starting to place bets, on when we'd actually get engaged." She replied, keeping her arms around his neck loosely.
"Sean will win whatever he picked." He laughed. "That little shit wins every bet or wager or whatever it is.”
“Mommy, I have ice cweam pease?" Caitlynn asked, seeing John and Cassidy coming back around the house.
"Sure sweetie, not too much though." Cass replied, as John set her down on the porch swing, before clearing his throat to get everyone's attention.
"Hi." He said cheekily, waving at everyone.
"What do you want John?" Dan asked, scooping out some ice cream for Caitlynn.
"Guess what?" He asked childishly "I got a secret.”
"What? You're really a 4 year old disguised in a grown man's body?" Steve asked, laughing at his younger brother.
"KMA Stevie." John said, knowing that Steve knew what KMA meant, and that he hated being called Stevie.
"John, just tell them." Cassidy chuckled, trying to get comfortable on the swing.
"Aight here look." He took her wrist and held it up, showing off the ring on it. "Get it? Got it? Good. I'M ENGAGED!"
"Holy shi....crap!" Sean and Dan exclaimed, as Matt smirked over at him knowingly.
"Oh you two, that's terrific news." Carol said, hugging Cassidy before standing up to hug John.
"I know." John beamed "Now which one of you won the bet?"
"I did, but that's only because I knew you were going to do this." Matt said, smirking at his brothers and Marc.
"I should get a piece of that." John said, pointing his finger at him.
"Ain't my fault you told me." Matt chuckled, holding the money in his hand, when Caitlynn walked up to John.
"Daddy." She said, tugging on his pant leg.
"'Sup Princess?" John asked, picking her up in his arms.
"What enga'e mean?" She asked, having no idea what the big fuss was about.
"It means" he said, smiling widely "that me and mommy are going to get married.”
"Wike Uncle Randy an Aunt Hannah did?" She asked, resting her arms against his that he had wrapped around her.
"Uh huh" He nodded "exactly like that.”
“We fami'y now?" She asked him seriously.
"Uh huh" He nodded "but we were before, this just confirms it.”
"Dis mean dat mommy won' be sad no more?" She asked, looking at John sadly.
"Yeah" He smiled down at her "and I'll make da...rn sure of it too.”
"I getta dwess up 'gain?" She asked, looking at him hopefully.
"Yeah sweetpea." He chuckled "You sure do, can't have a wedding without the flower girl.”
"YAY!" She exclaimed, bouncing up and down in his arms. "I be goo' fwower girl 'gain." She told him emphatically.
Thomashelms: "Uh huh" He chuckled, tightening his arms so she didn't fall. "Sure will, and maybe this time mama'll let you pick out the dress. I know you didn't like that other one's color.”
“Aunt Hannah pick it out. She say I coul’ wook wike her too, but she wooked pwettier." Caitlynn said, before laying her head on his shoulder.
"You tired sweetcheeks?" He asked looking down at her face, as he went to sit beside Cassidy on the bench.
"Uh huh. Bi' day." Cait mumbled, turning her face towards his neck.
"Aww" He cooed, rubbing her back lightly. "Well go to sleep sweetie.”
"Lo'e you Daddy." Caitlynn said, her eyes fluttering between open and closed.
"Love you too babygirl." He said, smiling softly at her.
"Lo'e you Mommy." Cait said, looking over at Cassidy sitting next to them.
"Love you too baby." Cassidy said, kissing her tiny hand she held out.
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Chapter 35
"Cait sweetie, you about ready to leave?" Cassidy asked, walking out front where Caitlynn was playing "soccer" with Matt's girlfriend Gina.
"I havin' fun mommy." She replied, smiling.
"I know you are baby, but Daddy's pretty tired from the shows this weekend. You can play for 5 more minutes, then we really need to get home." Cassidy said, smiling at her little girl.
"Otay mommy." Caitlynn agreed, as she kicked the ball to Gina.
The two had been kicking the ball for another couple of minutes, when Michael and Diane walked over across the lawn. Looking at Caitlynn, they let a smile cross their features. "Hi there honey, what's your name?" Diane asked, as Caitlynn moved over closer to Gina.
"I don’ no you." Caitlynn said. "I not allowed to talk.”
"We're your grandparents’ sweetheart." Michael said, wrapping an arm around Diane's shoulders.
"I don’t know you." Caitlynn said again, as she practically wrapped herself around Matt, who was standing there trying to control his temper.
"Well, we'd like to get to know you Princess." Michael said, ignoring the look they were getting from Matt.
"Daddy’s name for me." Caitlynn practically screamed. Hearing Caitlynn screaming outside, John and Cassidy rushed out the door. Seeing her so called 'parents' standing there, Cassidy ran over to her daughter.
"What are you two doing here?" Cassidy asked, taking Caitlynn in her arms. "Shhh it’s ok baby." She whispered, rubbing a crying Caitlynn's back.
"We realized we may have been a bit harsh on you, when you told us about being pregnant." Diane said, moving closer to Cassidy, who just backed up into John.
"Matt, can you and Gina take Cait inside please? I'd like to have a few words with dear old Mom and Dad alone." Cassidy said, a controlled anger in her voice.
"Sure Cass." Matt said, taking the still crying child out of her arms. "Come on Babydoll let's go make ice cream sundaes and watch Beauty and the Beast." He said, as he rubbed her back while walking toward the house. Matt looked back at Cassidy's parents with a look that clearly said 'don't fucking try to follow me'.
"Cassidy, we just want a chance to get to know our granddaughter." Michael said, in his usual uppity way.
"Fuck you." Cassidy spat. "No way on God's green earth that, that's happening.”
"Well it's my job as your father to walk you down the aisle, so I guess that will be happening." Michael said, seemingly not phased by Cassidy's abruptness.
"Oh hell fucking no!" Cassidy exclaimed "No way are you coming close to my wedding.”
"Sweetheart, we've realized that we may have caused you, as well as John some pain." Diane said, trying to convince Cassidy and John that they were being sincere.
"Fuck that shit." John exploded. "What you did caused the love of my life to leave me for FOUR YEARS. There's no way in hell that's forgivable.”
"Could we just try and be adults here please?" Diane asked, looking at her daughter and her fiancé, almost pleadingly.
"Uh I think I've been the adult for a while now." Cassidy said as sarcastically as she could. "I mean I haven't booted my daughter out on her ass the second she has a problem. She knows me and her daddy love her.”
"Don't you think you're being just a little bit overdramatic about this?" Michael asked, rolling his eyes a bit.
"Do you think you were being overdramatic when you gave up the chance to have this reunion, the day John and I came to you?" Cassidy asked back.
"Look, we've already missed 4 1/2 years of her life. We really don't want to miss anymore." Diane said, watching John's face contort in anger.
"Yeah well you should have thought about that 4 1/2 years ago." He said, biting the words out through clenched teeth.
"I don't know why you're so bitter John." Michael said, looking over at John, who had an arm wrapped around Cassidy's shoulders.
"You don't know why I'm so bitter?" John asked incredulously. "Why pray tell do you say that?" He asked, putting a mock interested look on his face.
"You have nothing to be bitter about. This really has nothing to do with you." Michael replied, as John readied himself to come to blows with the man.
"How the fuck do you think I don't have anything to be bitter about?" John said, trying to step toward the man only to be held back by Cassidy.
"You know the little girl, today is the first time we've ever been able to see her." Michael said, with a look on his face that made John want to smack it off.
"Yeah well I lost out on YEARS of her life." John fired back.
"How did you lose out on years of her life?" Diane asked, looking over at John with a dumbfounded look on her face.
“You drove Cassidy away when you threw her out." John said, turned purple in anger. "She left without a word to me and I didn't hear from her for a LONG time.”
"You know, I'm a very important person in Boston, carries over into the tiny towns as well. I could get that little girl away from you both." He said, with a sinister smile on his face, sending shock waves that even reached his wife.
"Bring it on." John glared harshly at the man who was smiling still "I have a multi millionaire on my side. He can buy out anyone anywhere. He could get you thrown in jail for that threat.”
"Oh yes, you're a wrestler right? Doesn't provide much of a stable home life for a small child. In fact, she's starting school soon, I think the judge would see things my way." Michael said, as Cassidy gripped John's hand tightly to calm her shaking nerves.
"No actually he wouldn't." John said "Because Cassidy is staying at home with Caitlynn you dumbass. She'll have a VERY stable home life.”
"Really, then how come we see Caitlynn here 3 or 4 nights a week? Don't usually see Cassidy out much, until you both show up here to pick up the brat." Michael said, his willingness to move past what Cassidy had done, going out the window.
"OH HELL FUCKING NO YOU DIDN'T!" John screamed, as he whipped off his shoe and hurled it at Michael, watching in satisfaction as it popped him right in the nose.
"I oughta have you arrested for assault. What kind of example is that showing your precious bastard kid?" Michael asked, watching in satisfaction as John struggled to maintain his temper.
"I didn't touch you" John said, his voice calm. His cool demeanor set Michael on edge for once "a flying object just HAPPENED to.”
"Come on Michael, let's just go." Diane said, trying to coax her husband from his spot.
"Yeah go you sorry excuses for parents." John called over to them.
"Yeah, and you two just know an awful lot about parenting, don't you?" Michael retorted, turning around and glaring at Cassidy and John.
"A lot more than you do." Cassidy spoke up for the first time in several minutes. "Our child knows her parents love her and will ALWAYS be there for her.”
"Yeah, we'll see what you say, when she goes and makes a catastrophic mistake, and expects you two to get her out of it." Michael said, glaring at his daughter.
"Aight." John boasted. "Because believe me there's NOTHING Caitlynn could do that would make me just abandon her. I'll try my damndest to help her with whatever she needs until I take my very last breath.”
Shooting one last glare at them, Michael and Diane continued their way back to their house."What if he's right John?" Cassidy asked quietly, trying to keep the tears from her eyes.
"About what?" He asked, bringing her into his arms.
"Taking Caitlynn away from us? She's my entire world, I can't let them take her away from me, from us." Cassidy said, wrapping herself tightly in his arms.
"There is NO way that's going to happen." John said, looking pointedly at her "We have more power on our side than they do.”
"You have obviously forgotten how many inside connections my father has John. Not even Vince McMahon himself could protect us from him." She said, as tears filled her eyes.
"What contacts does he have?" John asked, looking at her with a calm look.
"He knows just about every slime weaseling lawyer in the city of Boston. He'd have shit dragged up on our pasts..." Cassidy started, her voice trailing off.
"Have I ever told you about my uncle on my mother’s side?" John asked, making Cassidy look at him like he was insane.
"Is he a hit man?" Cassidy asked, although she was smiling a bit when she asked, John could tell that part of her was being serious.
"Even better." John replied, smiling back.
"Okay, so tell me about this mysterious uncle." Cassidy said, leaning into his arms once again.
"He has a small office job up in Boston." John said casually, as he swayed lightly with Cassidy in his arms.
"Okay, so how would that help us?" She asked, relaxing a little bit.
"He's the mayor" John said, laughing when Cassidy almost fell over, and had he not had a grip on her she would have.
"Of Boston?" Cassidy stammered, the shock clearly showing in her voice.
"Of Boston" John smiled. "and I'm Uncle Jerry's favorite nephew. All because I got Trish to call him, and wish him a happy birthday.”
Smiling widely Cassidy breathed a huge sigh of relief, as she pulled John to her in a passionate kiss. "Think he could get us a restraining order on them?" Cassidy asked, as they heard the front door open slowly.
"Yup" John smiled before looking toward the door. He saw Caitlynn's head peek out slowly. "Hey Babygirl." He said, making sure to put a pleasant tone to his voice.
"Hey sweet pea. You still watching Beauty and the Beast with Uncle Matt and Gina?" Cassidy asked, blinking back the tears from her eyes, as Caitlynn walked slowly over to them.
"No it over." She whispered, looking down at the ground. "Uncle Matt and Gina kissing.”
"Oh Lord." John laughed, shaking his head.
"Gotta love your uncles." Cassidy joked, looking down at Caitlynn, and noticing her quiet demeanor. "Are you okay honey?" She asked, not wanting to frighten Caitlynn by mentioning more of what had happened.
"No." Caitlynn said honestly, and Cassidy and John could tell she was on the verge of tears.
"What's wrong baby?" John asked, bending down to her level. John tried to touch her but she pulled away.
"Sweetie pie, you need to tell Mommy and Daddy what's wrong, so we can help you." Cassidy said, sitting on the step of the porch.
"They scare me." Caitlynn choked out, looking up for the first time. Both John's and Cassidy's hearts broke as they noticed the tears rapidly falling down her face.
"Princess, it's okay. They're gone now, they can't scare you anymore." John said gently, as he tried to reach out to Caitlynn, only for her to move back again.
"They come back?" She asked, looking hopefully at John to tell her that they wouldn't.
"No Pumpkin, they won't be coming back. I'm sorry that they scared you like that." Cassidy said, holding a hand out for Caitlynn to take. Caitlynn took it but still stood where she was. She was looking really unsure about everything, despite Cassidy and John trying to reassure her.
"Honey, what's the matter? You know you can tell me anything you want." John said, trying to make her feel safe again.
"They scare me." She said again. "I never been 'round someone like ‘em.”
"Baby, why are you afraid of me and Daddy?" Cassidy asked, rubbing Caitlynn's back soothingly.
"You be like ‘em?" Caitlynn asked, timidly. She knew somehow that the people that scared her were linked to Cassidy or John, and she wondered if her parents would be like that some day. The thought petrified the little girl to death.
"No Princess, we will NEVER be like they were. They had no right to scare you like that." John said in a calming tone, although on the inside he was seething in anger again.
"Daddy!" She cried, launching herself into his arms. She almost knocked John back but somehow he kept that from happening.
"Shhh, it's okay Angel. Daddy and Mommy won't let anything happen to you." John cooed rubbing his little girls back, and looking over at Cassidy with a pained expression.
"Hey Cait, what do you say about, you me and Daddy staying here for a little bit longer? We can go inside and fix some ice cream and popcorn, and watch a bunch of movies." Cassidy suggested, moving Caitlynn's hair from her face.
"We watch Cina'ella?" She asked, looking at Cassidy with a hopeful expression.
"We can watch whatever you want to." Cassidy replied, casually kicking John's leg to keep him from protesting.
"Mphrgh." John groaned. "Yep that's right." He beamed at Caitlynn.
"Yay" Caitlynn said, as John picked her up and carried her inside, Cassidy following.
"Dang Matt." John watched in amusement, as Matt jumped away from his lip lock. "Didn't even notice when Caitlynn came outside. What kind of babysitter are you?" He was joking of course but enjoyed watching his brother squirm.
"Uhm, she was only out there for a minute." Matt said, as he and Gina shifted around on the couch.
"Try fifteen." Cassidy said laughing.
"Well why'd you go outside for Babydoll? We were watching Beauty and the Beast." Matt asked, motioning towards the blank TV screen, and looked away embarrassed.
"It went off." John mused, smiling as Matt went red.
"Well it's not like the child hasn't seen you two going at it before." Matt shot back, remembering Cait's tale of her parents at Randy and Hannah's wedding reception.
"She didn't see us do anything" John blushed.
"Cait, why don't you tell your Daddy what you told me about Uncle Randy's wedding." Matt suggested, smirking at the fact he made John uncomfortable.
"They kiss and touch each other." Caitlynn said, with a big smile as John and Cassidy blushed deep red.
"So you see, dear older brother. Gina and I were actually a bit tamer
than you were" Matt said with a smirk, as Caitlynn tried to suppress
her giggles.
"Anyway" John said, rolling his eyes. "Help me make some splits while
Cassidy pops some popcorn we're havin' a movie marathon.” John
casually glanced down at Caitlynn in his arms and up at Matt with a
pointed look in hopes that he understood what was going on.
"Ah, gotcha. Why don't you pick out some movies Punkin?" Matt
suggested, as John set her down in the living room.
"Aiight." Caitlynn replied, running over to the tape case and started looking through it, while the others went to do their things.
"So is she okay? She was unusually quiet during the movie the whole
time." Gina asked, as Matt pulled some bowls down from the cupboard.
"She was really freaked out." Cassidy said, blinking back a swell of
tears. "She was scared that John and I would act like my...they did.”
"Damn." Matt cursed under his breath, before looking over at where
John was standing. "You okay man? You seem a little spaced now" Matt observed, as John stood with a death grip on the ice cream scooper in his hand.
"Those bastards threatened me" John said as he started scooping ice
cream a bit too hard "Said that I wouldn't be there for my little
girl. Fucking assholes.”
"Uh, John. You're giving Cait like 6 scoops of ice cream." Matt said,
looking down at the smaller bowl that was Caitlynn's. "Look, they
obviously don't know you or Cassidy anymore. How anyone can look at
either of you, and say that you won't be there for Caitlynn, is
insane." Matt said, in his attempt to calm John down. However, John
appeared to have other ideas.
"Yeah well." John said, as he put 4 of the scoops in his bowl that had
already housed 4 before that. "They think they can get away with it but I got the mayor on my side. You know he'll help us if he has to.
I'll make them wish they'd never fucked with me.”
"Honey calm down." Cassidy said, coming over and hugging him around the waist.
"John, you can't let Cait see you like this. Otherwise, you'll just
end up freaking her out even more" Matt said, noticing John tense up
visibly.
"I'm not that dumb." John said tersely, as he finished the sundaes.
"Well let's get this party started then." Matt said, grabbing the popcorn bowl, and some sodas from the fridge and headed towards the
living room where Caitlynn had picked out a few movies.
"I got these." Caitlynn said, handing Gina the movies she picked out
since everyone else had their hands full.
"What'd ya pick shortie?" Matt asked, sitting down the stuff he had
and sat down on the floor.
"Looney Toons Back In Action, Rugrats, Madaline, and
Snow White." Caitlynn told him with a cute smile, as she sat beside
John, after he had helped her onto the couch beside him.
"I say we watch us some Looney Toons." Matt said, as Gina put the
movie in the DVD player.
"Hon" John whispered to Cassidy. "if I fall asleep during the movie,
make sure I wake up before Caitlynn notices.”
"Ok baby." Cassidy said as she rubbed his back. She looked at him and
noticed how worn out he looked.
"Cait, who's your favorite Looney Toon character?" Gina asked, sitting
down next to Matt on the floor.
"Daffy duck." She said, as the opening credits started.
"He's my favorite too." Matt said, smiling over at Caitlynn. He
noticed John looked like he was on the verge of falling asleep, and
hoped that Caitlynn would not notice as well.
"Daddy lookie it Porky Pig." Caitlynn said, nudging John and pointing to the TV.
"Huh wha?" He asked, jumping a bit. "Oh yeah hun yeah he's funny. He stutters like Uncle Matt did when he was younger.”
"She'll catch him sleeping soon." Matt whispered to Gina, as they got
more comfortable to watch the movie.
“Matt, be quiet, and watch the movie.” John said, kicking his brother lightly.
“You know she will, it’s only a matter of time.” He replied laughing, as he focused his attention on the movie.
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omg.. i love this story sooo much.
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Disclaimer: I only own Cassidy, Caitlynn, Hannah, and any other OC’s that may pop up in the future. Basically, you recognize, I do not own. Thanks to my friend Aaron for his help in role playing this chapter with me.
Chapter 36
"Daddy." Caitlynn said, trying to get John's attention as they walked through the hallway of the arena. John was talking on his cell phone, and not really paying attention to Caitlynn.
"So that's good I think we'll go that route yeah. The T-shirt?" John asked. "Good. Good. Ok.” He didn't even pay attention to Caitlynn, as he walked down the hall.
"Daddy!" Caitlynn said again impatiently, tugging on John's hand.
"Just a second baby." He said, glancing at her. "Anyway, so yeah that's what I want to do can you handle it?"
"Daddy!" She said again, as John stopped in the middle of the hallway.
"Good, I'm glad things are working out yeah." John said as Caitlynn saw a bathroom in front of them. She had been trying to tell him she had to go to the bathroom. She decided to just go and be back before he noticed. John finished up his conversation and turned to where Caitlynn had been. "Ok what'd you nee...Caitlynn?" He looked around "Caitlynn? Oh shit." John ran down the hallway, looking for her, hoping he found her before Cassidy found out.
"Dumb phone." Caitlynn mumbled, coming back out of the bathroom, and not seeing John around anywhere. "Daddy!" She yelled, looking around the hallway for him. Not seeing him around, she tried to look for one of the wrestlers she knew really well. Looking up and down the hallway, she didn't see anyone, as she started crying.
"Well, well, well" Adam said, coming up and seeing her standing there. He figured this was the perfect way to get back at John and Cassidy. He put on his best nice guy face and approached the little girl. "Hi." he said, bending down in front of her.
"Hi." Caitlynn replied, shying away from him.
"You know me don't you?" Adam asked in a pleasant tone.
"You yell at my Mommy." Caitlynn said, backing away from him, as she continued to cry.
"I was having a bad day." He said, smiling at her. "I apologized and everything. She probably didn't tell you though.”
"You know where Daddy is?" She asked, looking up at him with tears in her eyes still.
"I can call him." Adam smiled. "Or your mommy.”
"Mommy." Caitlynn said, a little bit miffed with John at the present time.
"Alright." He said. "Will you come with me to my locker room? I get better reception on my phone there. Plus there's a TV you can watch while we wait.”
"Otay." Caitlynn said hesitantly.
"Good." Adam stood back up "Come on." He reached out a hand for her to take.
"You call Mommy now?" Caitlynn asked, leaning against the edge of the couch.
"Sure." Adam said. "I'm just going to go into the bathroom, so you won't be disturbed watching TV.”
"Otay." Caitlynn whispered, turning her attention to an old Jetsons cartoon.
"Heh." Adam walked into the bathroom and shut the door, before dialing Cassidy's number.
"Hello?" Cassidy asked, not recognizing the number on her caller i.d.
"Hi Cassidy." Adam answered pleasantly.
"What do you want?" She asked, none too pleasantly.
"Just thought you'd like to know about Johnny boys bad parenting skills." Adam said, looking at his nails.
"What are you talking about?" She asked, somewhat annoyed by his phone call already.
"Have you saw Johnny lately?" He smirked on the other end of the phone.
Rolling her eyes in annoyance, she sighed. "No Adam, I haven't seen John since this morning. I had to go to an appearance with Kurt, my SANE client." She said, looking through the stack of papers she had.
"Well." He said "Just that John left poor Caitlynn standing in the middle of the hallway, and I found her.”
Sitting up panicked slightly, Cassidy was wondering how much of it was a set up, until she saw John walk in the locker room, completely upset. "WHERE IS SHE?!" She yelled into the phone.
"With me." Adam said simply.
"Give me back my daughter." Cassidy said, her voice cold, matching the look in her eyes.
"You'll get her back." Adam told her "Maybe. I'll make you a deal.”
"What?" She asked, her heart jumping to her throat.
"John gives up his title to me." He said. "And doesn't try to get it back while I'm champ, and also you two don't press charges against me, then you can have her back.”
"Fine." Cassidy said, glaring coldly at John. Frankly, she didn't give a damn what it would cost him, she just wanted her daughter back.
"Alright." Adam said "You two go work that out with McMahon, after you have call me back, and I'll tell you where to find Caitlynn.”
"Don't you dare hurt her." Cassidy said, keeping her voice calm. "I want to talk to her first, before I go and talk to McMahon about anything." She added.
"Fine." He walked from the bathroom to the main room. "Caitlynn honey." He said to the little girl who was engrossed in Rugrats on the TV.
"Yeah." She said, looking up at Adam.
"Mommy wants to talk for a second." Adam said, holding the phone out for her.
"Hi Mommy." Caitlynn said, holding the phone with both hands.
"Baby." Cassidy felt tears rush to her eyes, as she heard her daughters voice. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah, I watch Jetsons." She said, before asking. "When you get me?"
"Soon baby." Cassidy wiped at her eyes. "Daddy and I'll pick you up soon".
"Don' want Daddy." Caitlynn said quietly, forcing Adam to hold back his laughter.
"Well." Cassidy said. "We'll talk about it later, be good for Adam." Cassidy bit the name out bitterly "We'll see you soon. Hand the phone back to him please.”
“Otay, bye Mommy." Caitlynn said, as she handed the phone back up to Adam.
"So." Adam said, walking back into the bathroom "Satisfied?"
"Fine, we'll go down and talk to Vince now." Cassidy said, before hanging up the phone.
xoxoxoxo
"Hey Caitlynn." Adam walked back into the main room "Do you want to go sit in the ring? Have you ever done that? You can see how big the Astrodome is from there, it’s huge.”
"Otay." Caitlynn said, turning off the TV and going over to the door with Adam.
"It’s big isn't it?" Adam laughed as he watched Caitlynn look around in awe.
"Uh huh." Caitlynn said, looking up at the giant dome cover on the building.
"Just think when the people come in." Adam told her as his phone rang "Hello?" he answered.
"You've got a deal." Cassidy said, as Vince and Shane nodded their heads.
"Good." Adam grinned. "She'll be in the ring.” He hung up before she could say anything. "Mommy's on her way." He told the little girl.
"Otay." She replied, looking up at Adam.
"I need to go to a meeting hun" Adam told her, not wanting to be around when Cassidy or John got there. "You wait here for mommy ok, don't leave.”
"You leavin’ me?" She asked, totally petrified at the thought of being alone.
"Yeah." He said, 'sympathetically'. "But mommy and daddy'll be right here ok, they're on their way right now.”
"Otay." She muttered, sitting down by the corner pulling her knees up under her chin.
"Bye Caitlynn" Adam called as he practically ran down the entry way to the back.
xoxoxoxo
"CAITLYNN!" Cassidy yelled, from the top of the entrance ramp.
"MOMMY!" Caitlynn yelled back, going to the edge of the ropes hesitantly.
"Wait there baby, I'll get you out." Cassidy said, running to the ring.
"Otay" Caitlynn said, sitting on the mat as she waited for Cassidy to get there. She noticed John running behind Cassidy and muttered angrily to herself.
"You okay baby?" Cassidy asked, getting to the ring, and helping Caitlynn out through the ropes, as she took her in her arms, hugging her tight.
"I fine." Caitlynn cried into her shoulder.
"Baby are you sure?" John asked, putting his hand on her back.
"Don't." Caitlynn said, shoving his hand away from her.
"But baby..." John said, feeling wounded. "I didn't...I wasn't..."
"Don't wan' you." Caitlynn mumbled, clinging tighter to Cassidy.
"Oh." John said, his expression falling.
"You lef’ me." Caitlynn cried, hiding her face on Cass' shoulder.
"Shhh calm down baby, you'll make yourself sick." Cassidy said, rubbing her back in a circular motion, trying to calm her down.
"I didn't mean" John said, before choking on his words as he felt tears spring to his eyes. He blamed himself for everything. If he hadn't been on the phone...
"I go see Uncle Randy now?" Cait asked, her face still buried in Cassidy's shoulder.
"Yeah baby." Cassidy said. "He and Aunt Hannah have the night off, so you can stay with them during the show. I think Randy has a run in or something but that's it.” Cassidy started walking away then, not sparing John a glance.
xoxoxoxo
'Shit' John cussed mentally, as he fiddled with his knee pads 'I should have listened to her. I just thought she wanted my attention. I should have known she's not like that. If I hadn't been on the damn phone about my new merchandise'.
"Well I guess you're happy you'll manage to keep your title." Cassidy said, storming back into the locker room after taking Caitlynn down to Randy and Hannah's.
"I don't care about the fucking piece of metal" John spat as he glared at her. "My little girls well being means more to me, you should know that.”
"Oh really? Why exactly couldn't she get your attention to tell you she had to go to the damn bathroom then? How is it she managed to walk away from you, and go into the bathroom herself?" Cassidy yelled, her anger through the roof.
"I was on the phone." John said lamely. "I thought she just wanted me to pay attention to her.”
"Were you on the phone with your parents?" Cassidy asked, almost ready to slap the taste from his mouth.
"No." He blushed "It was about some new merchandise I'm getting.”
"YOU COULDN'T PUT THE FUCKIN MERCHANDISE PEOPLE ON HOLD, JUST TO FIND OUT WHAT SHE WANTED?!" Cassidy exploded, knowing it had been a reason like that, that caused Caitlynn to be found by Adam.
"Like I said." John said patiently. "I thought she just wanted me to hang up and pay attention to her.”
"That has got to be the DUMBEST thing I've ever heard. You could have at least asked her what she wanted John. If that was the case, and she just wanted you to pay attention to her, then you could have told her to wait a minute. That damn title almost cost us our daughter, cause some sick bastard found her, and took her back to his locker room." Cassidy said, tears forming in her eyes at the end.
"I know." John whispered. "I just wasn't thinking at the time, I was preoccupied with the phone call.”
"So is this going to happen every time you have her, and you get a phone call? Am I going to be scared to death that I'll get a phone call from Adam, saying he's got Caitlynn with him, only this time, he doesn't plan on giving her back?" She asked, clenching her fists to keep from shaking.
"NO!" John exploded. "I've learned my lesson ok? I fucked up, it’s my fault, blame me. That's what you want to do anyway. If you haven't noticed Cassidy this parenting thing is still quite new to me. You've fucking had four years before you came back in my life to get used to everything, there are still things I have to learn ok?"
"John, usually if a child keeps saying 'Daddy' over and over, they usually want something. Don't you dare try and say that my leaving for 4 years, kept you from having common sense." Cassidy said, getting in his face.
"How should I know what she wanted?" John asked, pushing her away lightly. "I mean I don't know the ins and outs of a child, I've NEVER been around one. The only reason I've been as good as I am with Caitlynn, is sheer dumb luck that I'm doing the right thing at the time.”
"So you've never watched the news, and heard about children being taken, right from their parents hands almost? You've never heard those sad stories of, 'I only turned my back for a second, and the next he was gone'?" Cassidy asked, hoping like hell she was scaring the shit out of John.
"YES!" John yelled "I have. But she was holding onto my pocket, I didn't think she'd let go for any reason whatsoever.”
"Well you thought wrong." She spat, turning away from him, to grab her purse.
"What do you want from me?" John asked. "What do I say or do? I've already admitted I fucked up and I feel worse about it than you can imagine that I do.”
"John, just never mind, I don't feel like getting into it right now." She said, digging through her purse for something.
"No." He said, grabbing her arm. "What? Tell me please. I want to know.”
"I know you hold a lot of resentment toward me, for keeping you out of Cait's life for 4 years. I just don't want to end up losing that one true connection I had to you and our past. Hell John, we're not the same with each other like we were then. I remember after Cait was born, and I'd just sit and hold her, she reminded me so much of you, in the same mannerisms and how she looks. It was almost like I didn't fuck everything up, by leaving you." She said, knowing she didn't make much sense with her rambling
"What's that got to do with this?" He asked, confused by her rambling.
"When I got that call from Adam, my heart sank. I thought for sure he was going to say that we'd never see her again." Cassidy said, looking down at her purse.
"He may be a bastard, but he's not that much of one.” John said.
"Yeah, but what if you hadn't agreed to give up your title? What if we hadn't agreed to not press charges against him?" She asked, keeping her gaze locked with the floor.
"We did." John took Cassidy in his arms "We did all that, its not like we wouldn't have.”
"Well I know I would have." Cassidy muttered, knowing Caitlynn didn't see things the way Cassidy tried to get her too.
"You're thinking about Caitlynn?" John asked "About how she may not understand.”
"She's mad at you right now, and I'm not quite sure when she'll let it go." Cassidy told him, looking up at his face.
"Do you think I should try and talk to her?" He asked.
"You can if you want. I'm not sure how much good it'll do." Cassidy said, shrugging her shoulders.
"How about you?" John asked.
"How about me what?" Cassidy asked, her mind on other things.
"Are you ok?" He asked. "Are you still upset with me? If so I'd like to work it out, one thing at a time.”
"You better go talk to Cait, before she gets herself more convinced you don't care." Cassidy said, pulling away from John.
"Hey" John pulled her back to him. "Don't shut me out Cass please.”
"I'm not, I just think you should deal with Cait first. She's the one you left." Cassidy said, looking up into his eyes.
"Alright." John nodded "I'll go now, the sooner the better".
Okay." Cassidy said, going over and sitting on the leather couch in there, going over Kurt's appearances and the two photo shoots again.
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« Reply #66 on Aug 26, 2006, 1:24pm » | |
xoxoxoxo
"I hate Daddy." Caitlynn said, wiping away at the tears that were still falling.
"Why baby?" Randy asked, sitting on the bench beside her and pulling her on his lap. He rubbed her back soothingly as she lay against him.
"He don' love me, so I don' love him." She said, as Randy tried to calm her down.
"Aww baby that's not true." He said. "He loves you a lot".
"Nuh uh. He love a 'tupid title, an he left me." She cried again, not looking to calm down any.
"He didn't mean to leave you, and that title isn't as important to him as you are.” Randy said gently.
"I still hate him." Caitlynn said, digging her heels into the bench.
"You shouldn't hate, it’s a useless emotion that gets you nowhere.” He told her, hoping to get her to understand.
"Fine den. I don' like him no more." She said, crossing her arms over her chest.
"Think about something for me." Randy said "Why do you not like him? Tell me that.”
"He 'nore me, and left me." She said, a duh tone in her voice.
"Did he mean to?" Randy asked.
"Yeah." Caitlynn replied.
"No" He said gently "You told me yourself earlier, that you just went to the bathroom without him knowing, he probably thought you were still there.”
"He 'nore me though." She said, looking up at Randy.
"He didn't mean to sweetie." He said patiently. "It’s just sometimes grownups get phone calls or have to talk to people and it’s important to deal with it. He just wanted to get the phone call over with, it probably didn't cross his mind that you needed something.”
"He no care." She said, looking up at him still.
"He does." Randy said knowingly. "He talks about you all the time to me, about things you do or say. He shows me new pictures of you and all, you're his world.”
"So?" She asked, looking up at him with a tiny attitude.
"So?" He asked back "So that right there should show that he loves and cares for you".
"Cause he show you picture?" Caitlynn asked.
"Not only that, but because when he talks about you his face just lights up. It’s like when you talk about Cinderella or something. He just goes on and on and on about things you've done or said. Anyone can tell he's very proud of you".
"I never getta see him anymore." Caitlynn said sadly.
"I realize." He really didn't know what to say to the young girl to make her feel better. "You know you need to tell him these things. Tell him how you feel, that you never get to see him, I'm sure he'll listen.” In fact, Randy had no doubt John would listen to what Caitlynn had to say.
"He never home." She said, climbing off Randy's lap to go play with a few toys.
"I'm never home either." Randy tried a different tactic. "Does that make you think that I love you any less?"
"No." Caitlynn mumbled, putting the Barbie doll down she was holding.
"Do you see my point?" he asked, ready to flat out tell her if she didn't.
"Huh?" She asked, looking up at him questioningly.
"Honey" Randy said, getting down on the floor beside her, wincing when his knee popped. "Just because we do what we do, that doesn't mean we love any of our loved ones any less. I still love Aunt Hannah the same as I did when we first met and she feels the same. Your dad loves you and your mom so much and that will never change.”
"He losed me though." Caitlynn said, not understanding why Randy didn't get that.
"I know." He nodded. "He was distracted and didn't keep up with where you were. That's his fault but baby it was a mistake, he didn't mean for it to happen and he certainly didn't want it to either".
"I still be mad at him?" She asked, looking up at Randy's face.
"You shouldn't be." He said "I can't force you not to be. Can I ask something though? A request, a favor?"
"What?" She asked, chewing her nail nervously.
"If John comes to talk to you." He said. "When he does. Hear him out. Let him tell you how he feels and you tell him how you feel and then try to work it out with him ok?”
"Why?" She asked, causing Randy to cringe in annoyance. She had drove him to the brink of insanity when she went through her 'why' phase, and that word was still like nails on a chalkboard at times.
"Because baby, you need to work things out with him because you need him in your life just as much as he needs you in his.” He said patiently.
"He does?" Caitlynn asked, shock filling her young voice.
"Yeah." Randy almost laughed at her expression but held it back. "He sure does. He needs you to be his escape from work and all the stuff he has to put up with here.”
"How I need him?" She asked, not understanding really that what she felt toward him, and John doing things for her, was her needing him.
"Well," Randy thought on it "what if you and he are home alone by yourselves and you get hungry, what do you do?"
"Daddy make sometin." She told him, twisting her hair on her finger.
"There you go." He said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "If daddy wasn't there what would you have done?"
"Ask Mommy." Caitlynn said, with a duh look on her face.
"But mommy's not there." Randy reminded "Remember I said it was only you and daddy, so if daddy's not there that means you'd be alone.”
"Who baby-sit me though?" She asked, knowing she couldn't stay at home by herself.
"I dunno." Randy threw his hands up. "No one. If daddy's not there then that means his family isn't there, and if me and Hannah are here that means there's no one to keep you.”
"Why not Mommy?" She asked, wondering where Cassidy had gone.
"She's at work." He said. "She has to support you and her somehow and needs to make money.”
"Oh." Caitlynn said simply.
"So what happens?" He asked. "What do you do?"
"I don' know." She told him honestly.
"So if mommy's not able to be there, and I'm not and Aunt Hannah's not who would you need?" He asked.
"Daddy." She said, as Randy nodded his head.
"Exactly." He nodded "So there's how you need him. But you need him in A LOT of other ways too".
"How?" She asked, as Randy knew that would be her next question.
"To drive you places." He said. "To play with you, to buy you clothes and toys, to love you.”
"Oh." She replied simply, as she realized a bit that John does all that for her.
"Do you get it now?" He asked, praying like hell that she did.
"Uh huh, Daddy need me, an I need him." Caitlynn said, as Randy smiled at her as she continued talking. "I still mad though."
xoxoxoxo
John slowly walked toward Randy and Hannah's room, collecting his thoughts along the way. He wanted to be sure he could handle anything Caitlynn threw at him. He got to the room and knocked.
"Hey John, I guess you know she's pretty pissed at you?" Hannah asked, opening the door to reveal John.
"Yeah." He said quietly "You think I could try and talk to her?"
"Sure, good luck though." Hannah told him, letting him inside.
"Hey." John said, looking at Caitlynn who was watching cartoons on Randy's portable DVD player. Randy was nowhere to be found and John guessed that he was doing his match or filming a promo.
"Go 'way." Caitlynn mumbled, keeping her attention on the cartoon that was playing.
"I thought we could talk a bit." He said sitting on the bench, making sure to keep his distance.
"Go 'way." She said again, this time getting up and going to the other side of the room.
"Come on Cait." John said. "Please, I want to work this out with you baby.”
"No." Caitlynn replied stubbornly.
"Just like me." John mused to himself. "So is this it then?" He asked, trying a different approach. "You just want me out of your life after I mess up? Wanna give up on me that easily?"
"You hava title." She said, and John could almost hear the shaky breath she let out when she answered him.
"So?" He asked shrugging.
"'It more 'portant to you." Caitlynn said, wiping away at her face again.
"No it’s not." John protested. "I was going to give it up to get you back.”
"Why?" She asked, turning around to face him then. When she did, the look on her face broke his heart.
"Because I love you sweetheart, you and mommy are the world to me.” He said, choking back the lump in his throat.
"'Den why you leave me?" She asked, her bottom lip quivering.
"I didn't mean to." John choked his own tears down. "I thought you'd walked off and I went to find you. I didn't think that you were in the bathroom.”
"I try an tell you. You 'nored me." She said, keeping her distance from him still.
"I know." John nodded. "I was into my phone call, trying to get things worked out, I didn't mean to ignore you.”
"You don' love me." She told him, sitting down on the floor.
"What makes you say that?" He asked, looking at her intently and brushing a few tears from his eyes.
"You's on a phone all day." Cait told him, as he had pretty much been phone to ear since that morning.
"Yeah." John nodded. "I have been on the phone quite a lot today, but how's that show that I don't love you?" He asked, he was trying his hardest to get into her tiny little head, but her logic wasn't quite making sense to him.
"You alway on a phone now." She said, keeping her head down.
"I know." He nodded again “I really am sorry. It’s just at work they have me so swamped, and I have to approve things and it just seems like everyone needs a piece of me.” John realized he may have been talking over her head a bit and stopped.
"You my Daddy though." She said, wiping away at her cheeks, and it was then John realized she was crying.
"Yeah I am." John said, in a voice full of the emotion he felt. "I realize I haven't been acting like it much lately. I'm so sorry for that sweetie.”
"I ne'er see you, an Mommy say you play today, an you was on the phone 'gain." Caitlynn said, looking up at John for the first time in minutes.
"I'm sorry." John said again, feeling his heart break at the sight of her face. "I didn't realize you were looking forward to anything, if I had I would have shoved things to the side. I guess I should have anyway. If you're around I need to make you my number one priority."
"Uncle Randy say I shouldn' hate you." Caitlynn told him, not moving from the floor.
"That's good advice." John nodded, thanking God Randy told her that, because he knew it probably got through to her somehow.
"I still mad though." She told him, keeping her distance from him still.
"Alright." He said "That's fair, it’s understandable." He wasn't about to force anything lest he make things worse. "Is there something, anything I can do to get you to forgive me? To make you love me again?"
"I don' know." Caitlynn said, shrugging her shoulders.
"Anything." John gently pushed "You name it I will do it. I don't care how outrageous it is I'll do it.” John meant every word he said to, he wanted her to forgive him and things to be ok between them again.
"You play with me now?" She asked, looking up at John, who cringed realizing he had a match soon.
"Mhmm." He said "I will until my match, then I'll go do it, be gone like 10 minutes then I'll come back and shower and you'll have my full attention until you fall asleep. How's that sound?" He mentally crossed his fingers, toes and eyes in hope that she'd agree.
"You always tire' after match." Caitlynn said, looking down at the floor again.
"So?" John shrugged "It doesn't matter. I'll suck it up. All that matters is me spending time with you.”
"We play tea party?" She asked, looking up at him hesitantly.
"Yep." He smiled at her. "Anything you want.”
"We have ice cream?" She asked him, picking at the Pooh band aid on her knee.
"Yep." He nodded. "I'll take you by Dairy Queen after we leave here, and we'll get whatever you want.”
"Otay, we friends 'gain." She said, staying on the floor.
"Wanna hug on it?" He asked hesitantly.
"Yeah." She replied, not moving from her spot though.
"Do you want me to come get you?" John joked. "Oh wait let me guess. Your legs have magically forgotten how to walk and need to be reminded.” Giggling at John, Cait got up and ran over into his waiting arms. "There's my girl." He said, he could have wept at that moment. "So you forgive me? You still love me?" He asked.
"Yeah." She said, keeping her arms around his neck tightly.
"Good." John smiled widely. He looked down at his watch and noticed he needed to go for his match. "My match is soon babygirl. Wanna stay here and wait on me? If I'm not back in 30 minutes you can have Uncle Randy beat me up. Hannah'll even keep time for you.”
"'Kay." She said, looking up at Randy and Hannah who were watching from the doorway. Leaning in, Caitlynn kissed John's cheek for luck and hugged him again. "Love you Daddy." She said sweetly.
"I love you too babygirl." He said. Hannah and Randy could see the tears shining in his eyes. John put Caitlynn on the bench, kissed her forehead and left to his match, calling back a promise of not being more than 20 minutes.
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« Reply #67 on Aug 23, 2007, 10:44pm » | |
OOMMGG!! UPDATE PLLLLEEEEEAAAAAASSSSEEE!!
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« Reply #68 on Feb 6, 2008, 7:25pm » | |
i luv it! lol
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« Reply #70 on Jan 22, 2009, 1:10am » | |
this is getting good post some more ok i just hope cass and John could get back together that little girl needs both her parents.
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